Friday, October 29, 2010 '
i miss my frenz n him/(s)
well, it's 29th Oct today...
i'm missing my frenz, my crushes and school...
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?i myself dun even no...
all i no is that i dun wanna go 4
PTM...
@ 06.30pm at 1H classroom...
and 1 more thing...
i no that my father is sleeping in my rm!!
and...he's sleeping like a small piggy!!
okay that's mean...but it is true!!
i guess i'll stop here...bye!!
Thursday, October 28, 2010 '
totally messed up...
it's like so long...
2 months to be exact...
i'll miss him...a lot..
what can i do??
didn't see him much today...
just 2 hours n i miss him dearly...
how can i survive 2 months?
1st time in my school life..
..i hope the nov & dec holidays are far
i like him so much...
truely...
anywayz...in natt's hm now...
heart's crying hard...
...bleeding...
every day, every minute,
i wish he's there...
when i go to geh poh,
i keep looking out...
..hoping to see him
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??i dunno....i'm crazy...
going crazy,
going mad,
getting fed up.
~dunno wat to do anymore
~wanna give up but...
...just dunno how to!!
escaping from this feeling that comes back over and over again...i wish i could do that but i can't...i can't...i can't escape...i'm just like i'm a trapped bird in the cage...wishing to fly to the beautiful sky that everyone wants to go and obtain the things i want...and in this case? the
feeling...the
LOVE in me...would someone just help me open this cage door and let me out?
Thursday, October 14, 2010 '
What is it that i want?
What is it that i want?
i truthfully don't no....
perhaps a love from someone?
or liking someone....
today i saw him twice...
once when walking up to class,
once outside sweet talk...
i liked that feeling....
the feeling with him around..,
but i dun dare to say anything..
all i only thought of doing was to...
put up an act...?
act that i'm differnt already?
but i dunno....all i get is this...
weird feeling in me...
i dun wanna talk or do anything else but...
perhaps to act that i changed....
today when i saw him on9 on msn,
i was like....so...happy??
oh...i dunno how to describe it...
the feeling i wish to express but never will..
haix...haix...haix....
i guess i truely nid some time...
...to tidy up my feelings.
Monday, October 11, 2010 '
The first time here....
it's my first time here, chatting with u readers.
perhaps there's only 1 or 2 ppl reading this but this is my private blog so don't go around spreading my secrets.
yup i have 2 crush but dun go around saying i'm a play girl or wat so ever...juz to let u no...i haven't state so tat's not counted as play girl....GOT IT??
this is my fb pic so u can start adding miie...
anyways...i'm so goin to play fb now....so bb!! ^.^
