totally messed up...
it's like so long...
2 months to be exact...
i'll miss him...a lot..
what can i do??
didn't see him much today...
just 2 hours n i miss him dearly...
how can i survive 2 months?
1st time in my school life..
..i hope the nov & dec holidays are far
i like him so much...
truely...
anywayz...in natt's hm now...
heart's crying hard...
...bleeding...
every day, every minute,
i wish he's there...
when i go to geh poh,
i keep looking out...
..hoping to see him
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??i dunno....i'm crazy...
going crazy,
going mad,
getting fed up.
~dunno wat to do anymore
~wanna give up but...
...just dunno how to!!
escaping from this feeling that comes back over and over again...i wish i could do that but i can't...i can't...i can't escape...i'm just like i'm a trapped bird in the cage...wishing to fly to the beautiful sky that everyone wants to go and obtain the things i want...and in this case? the
feeling...the
LOVE in me...would someone just help me open this cage door and let me out?
